Okay, so yesterday was a little forelorned and melancholy... Today hasn't really been much better except for the fact that even though negative thoughts keep trying to take over my concentration, I'm actually being very productive today. I'm still losing weight. My scales haven't been this friendly to me in years! I'm taking half a day off to spend with my kids, who are also going to spend the night at grandma and grandpa's house. I get to have pizza for lunch. (don't worry, I'm stopping at 2... 3 at the very most ;) ) My husband is balanced. (that's a big relief)
Change. That's what it is. I'm adding new things into my life, and it's changing the status quo. Change does it to me everytime.
Even through all of my heaviness, I have to admit that it's not really bad at all. I have to do some rescheduling. I have to stop procrastinating. I have to let myself rest. I had a little taste of this yesterday (without even realizing it) and I was able to do everything I wanted last night, including getting in some overtime... So, it has to be the Change-Thing. That always makes me so nervous, even when it is change for the good.
It makes me feel better to give it a name... Go figure.
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